I tell myself a lot that I need to keep going need to push on through and not let depression and my other disorders /illnesses weigh me down. Most days it works most days my passions for the things I love in life keep me going. It's like a fire in your soul that can overcome the darkest parts of your life. Just so you can try to enjoy the day the best you can and not be over run by the darkness . Love yourself and let that fire burn on to enjoy your day. Always remember you are not alone.